Entry 1
Dear Diary,
Today has already been so amazing. I am happy I finally have time to write and tell you everything. Today started out normal enough, it was my first day here at school and I really wasn't sure I was going to make any friends. I walked to the librery and got out about 20 long books, shouldn't take much toi finish them though and then I went to the great hall. I was just on my way out when I bumped into a beautiful girl. I felt so stupid and could feel the heat rising in my cheeks, I couldn't believe I had been so clumsy as to bump into her. Emediatly I bent down to pick up her books and make sure she was ok, unfortunatly for me I've been depressed lately as you probubly could have guessed. So I've been over dosing on blood, I was able to be pretty normal until we sat down together, and I took her hand. I can't believe how stupid I was, she was obviously not comfertable with that guesture and she gave me a well deserved telling off for it. Even when she was mad she was pretty, and now I can't believe the way I acted. She offered me friendship though, and I am truly pleased to have made a friend here.
We talked for a while about her family, and I think she is the luckiest person in the world. She lives on a ranch and has horses, I mean I have horses... but she actually gets to keep them and everything, not just train with them. And she has family, I'm truly envious, she has sibblings and her house is always noisy, I wish the castle was abit more like that. Anyway we ended up going out to the feild so she could draw and I got out my sword to train, she was really impressed and that emberessed me abit. She's really amazing like that, and she's a writer and an artist. She wants me to teach her how to sword play, I hope I can, and I hope she trusts me enough to... her father doesn't seem open to the idea and I would find it terrible to displease her relations.
On another not so light note I recieved a letter from a girl at our school, in hufflepuff. I saw her earlyer at breakfast, she seems really nice. And she wanted me to meet her tonight but I had to say no becuase I had prior arrangments with Jenna. I'm amazed I have managed to make a friend and hope to make another, it's really wonderful to be around people so much. I feel much better then I have in quite a while although I havn't trained much, maybe I'll go into the forest later on and train there. It seems ideal, I should definatly get in some study tonight, becuase classes will defenatly be comming up. I can't wait, oh yes and I forgot to mention, I made it into Gryffindor. I think the sorting hat said that it was where people that are brave go, I guess thats a good thing, Jenna is in Gryffindor too.
Hmm, there really isn't much else to say, I've been thinking alot about mother latly, and I miss her and Father so much. I hope she is alright, and since it is getting late I assume she will just be getting up out of bed, I'm still praying for father, I hope the war with the stalwarts has not taken him. It's terrible not knowing what is happening in Dorgotten, I may return for the summer holidays and not have any of my family left, I don't think I can take the thrown, if there even is one to take after the war. So much has happened latly that I am always fearful, I am also aware that even here I am not safe, I'm always on my guard now, what if the Stalwarts sent spys here? To Hogwarts? What if some of the students are working for them? As hard as all this is I have to keep my guard and even as I write I must limit what I do write for fear of someone stealing this book. Maybe it is for the best that I do not know what is happening in Dorgotten, if someone here wanted to take the information from me using magic or any other way then that could put the country at risk.
For right now I need to stay alert and keep up my training, it's terrible knowing that any moment I could be teken, or someone, maybe my friend could be taken. I am now fearful that the Stalwarts might find out where I am, and that I have a friend, Jenna. What am I going to do if they try to use her against us? Parhaps I am not as strong as I thought I was, it seems battle would be more simple then this, but as the crowned prince I have to follow orders. I can not hope to much, and maybe my friendship is to much a danger, I can not believe I am only thinking of Jenna and the others safty now. I should have thought of this before, if it is the choice between having friends and keeping someone out of danger then I should keep her out of harms way, or at the very least tell her of the danger.
Once again I wish that my parents could contact me, what if something has happened and they can not contact me? What if father has passed away? And I'm sitting here enjoying myself... These thoughts continue to plague me, and I doubt I will have a restful night, the least I can say is that the day went well... for the most part. Now it truly is getting late, what a shame too. I did fancy some study tonight, I havn't been able to get anything done resently. I believe I will try to get in a good hour before I turn in, if I tire myself out then parhaps these thoughts will leave me, till I am able to next write.
Nathanial James Dorgotten, Half Vampire Prince or the Dorgotten Kingdom.
Today has already been so amazing. I am happy I finally have time to write and tell you everything. Today started out normal enough, it was my first day here at school and I really wasn't sure I was going to make any friends. I walked to the librery and got out about 20 long books, shouldn't take much toi finish them though and then I went to the great hall. I was just on my way out when I bumped into a beautiful girl. I felt so stupid and could feel the heat rising in my cheeks, I couldn't believe I had been so clumsy as to bump into her. Emediatly I bent down to pick up her books and make sure she was ok, unfortunatly for me I've been depressed lately as you probubly could have guessed. So I've been over dosing on blood, I was able to be pretty normal until we sat down together, and I took her hand. I can't believe how stupid I was, she was obviously not comfertable with that guesture and she gave me a well deserved telling off for it. Even when she was mad she was pretty, and now I can't believe the way I acted. She offered me friendship though, and I am truly pleased to have made a friend here.
We talked for a while about her family, and I think she is the luckiest person in the world. She lives on a ranch and has horses, I mean I have horses... but she actually gets to keep them and everything, not just train with them. And she has family, I'm truly envious, she has sibblings and her house is always noisy, I wish the castle was abit more like that. Anyway we ended up going out to the feild so she could draw and I got out my sword to train, she was really impressed and that emberessed me abit. She's really amazing like that, and she's a writer and an artist. She wants me to teach her how to sword play, I hope I can, and I hope she trusts me enough to... her father doesn't seem open to the idea and I would find it terrible to displease her relations.
On another not so light note I recieved a letter from a girl at our school, in hufflepuff. I saw her earlyer at breakfast, she seems really nice. And she wanted me to meet her tonight but I had to say no becuase I had prior arrangments with Jenna. I'm amazed I have managed to make a friend and hope to make another, it's really wonderful to be around people so much. I feel much better then I have in quite a while although I havn't trained much, maybe I'll go into the forest later on and train there. It seems ideal, I should definatly get in some study tonight, becuase classes will defenatly be comming up. I can't wait, oh yes and I forgot to mention, I made it into Gryffindor. I think the sorting hat said that it was where people that are brave go, I guess thats a good thing, Jenna is in Gryffindor too.
Hmm, there really isn't much else to say, I've been thinking alot about mother latly, and I miss her and Father so much. I hope she is alright, and since it is getting late I assume she will just be getting up out of bed, I'm still praying for father, I hope the war with the stalwarts has not taken him. It's terrible not knowing what is happening in Dorgotten, I may return for the summer holidays and not have any of my family left, I don't think I can take the thrown, if there even is one to take after the war. So much has happened latly that I am always fearful, I am also aware that even here I am not safe, I'm always on my guard now, what if the Stalwarts sent spys here? To Hogwarts? What if some of the students are working for them? As hard as all this is I have to keep my guard and even as I write I must limit what I do write for fear of someone stealing this book. Maybe it is for the best that I do not know what is happening in Dorgotten, if someone here wanted to take the information from me using magic or any other way then that could put the country at risk.
For right now I need to stay alert and keep up my training, it's terrible knowing that any moment I could be teken, or someone, maybe my friend could be taken. I am now fearful that the Stalwarts might find out where I am, and that I have a friend, Jenna. What am I going to do if they try to use her against us? Parhaps I am not as strong as I thought I was, it seems battle would be more simple then this, but as the crowned prince I have to follow orders. I can not hope to much, and maybe my friendship is to much a danger, I can not believe I am only thinking of Jenna and the others safty now. I should have thought of this before, if it is the choice between having friends and keeping someone out of danger then I should keep her out of harms way, or at the very least tell her of the danger.
Once again I wish that my parents could contact me, what if something has happened and they can not contact me? What if father has passed away? And I'm sitting here enjoying myself... These thoughts continue to plague me, and I doubt I will have a restful night, the least I can say is that the day went well... for the most part. Now it truly is getting late, what a shame too. I did fancy some study tonight, I havn't been able to get anything done resently. I believe I will try to get in a good hour before I turn in, if I tire myself out then parhaps these thoughts will leave me, till I am able to next write.
Nathanial James Dorgotten, Half Vampire Prince or the Dorgotten Kingdom.
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