Entry 5
Dear Diary,
I told them.
After we left the librery something terrible happened, and I knew what was going to happen. We lleft out onto the lawn at around 9 and didn't come back till after 2 Am. Here's why... Kina, Angel, and I walked out onto the lawn, and it was very dark. We sat down, they were fussing over my arm... and I started. I told them that I was the Dorgotten prince and a half vampire, and that the stalwarts might be after them... everything went smoothly, concidering what was going on.. until we had a spy.
No, it wasn't a Stalwart, although I really don't know which is wors,e it was Ruby. A very nice girl, thast was Angel's sister. I bet she doesn't trust me, after leading her sister and some other girls into harms way. (Somewhat odd that aside from the girls in my own house, the hufflepuff girls are the only people who seem to care I exist.) Well, Ruby arived and with her came a stalwart, I know him... his names is Stanton.
He tryed to hurt ruby, but something happened and she had a odd transformation, their is more to that girl then meets the eye... I pulled out my sword and we started to fight... ruby had thankfully moved out of the way, the other girls wanted to help me... they used lumos spells to stop the shadow, that was horrible.. i think the enimy was laughing at me. In human form, neither of us were effected very much, but still... it zapped some of my strength, those girls spells were very powerful, actually if i wasnt in pain i would have been impressed. Kina was incredable, but i couldn't take it anymore... and I yelled for them to stop, almost instantly, like on orders they did... that was even scaryer hen a stalwart attack. I hate giving orders, and thats all im expected to do at home, i felt bad ofr yelling... but at the time i had little energy left tospare for feelings.
Three more shadows appeared, and because of magical bearyers that my friends were so smart to put up, they were forced to change into their human forms and they couldn't enter the minds to possess my friends... I am so amazed, even afterr all this danger, they still wish to be my friends... Idont know how i survived so long without them. Rudy, Kina, Angel, Jenna, and even Rachel... I still have to talk to Jenna and Rachel... But as of now Kina, Angel, and Ruby are in it with me.
The men tryed to grab my friends and they all attacked seperatly... I was out of it. I was yelling, I was fighting, I was losing my self... I couldn't contain the raw anger that had flared up inside me, and before I knew it... I had looked back to see my firends... and for a moment that calmed me... in that moment the stalwart hit me in the leg with his blade, if it had been a more true aim, then stanton would have killed me... but he didnt... and my eyes flared red, i became one with the night as my skin became pale, like my mothers... and then I stabbed him... right through the heart... blood dripping everywhere, my blood and his blood dripping... onto the cold hard ground... i pulled my sword away and in that moment it felt like an eternity... i had killed him... i had killed before... but everytime it brough a cold wave over me, and i felt as though i wanted to die.
In those moments the only thing that kept me from suicide, from taking the blade fresh with blood and stabbing mysdelf was my friends... not my kingdom, but these people... these people who cared enough to risk their own lives... and for me... I didn't deserve it... and I still dont... I looked back, standing, imobile, as stantons body felll to the ground, I stumbbled forwards, and tripped, blood pooring from my vains... I had to help... but my friends were amazing... they could handle it.... Angel did some of the fastest spell work i had ever seen, and kina was great... ruby did some magic and pulled out a card, i dont know what i would have done without them all...
After some more time had passed, the stalwarts were forced to retreat, they left... i think two of them got away, and the others were left either bleeding on the ground... or else dead... stanton was dead... i waved my wand getting rid of everything, including the still partially living bodies... if there was a time when i felt remorse, and regret that was it... death... those girls may have been able to fight, and to do so well... but if they had killed... to me ti would have been just as bad as to lose one of them... because thats what would happen... I would lose one of them... and they would be gone... forever... their innocence, or what was left of it... and their happy facxes, that I have now come to love...
I cant stand the thought of what we could have lost, much mroe then house points, or even our own lives... I could have lost thousands of lives, I could have lost my friends.... i could have lost everything... and really... they are everything to me... I didn't realise this until my dreams... when I was forced to chose between my kingdom and the lives of those i truly cared for, I didnt understand what it was at that moment, but now i do... I was willing to put them before me, before my father, before my mother, before the kingdom... was this friendship? they felt like family.. adn i had only known them for afew short hours... that had felt like an eternity... and I would know.
After the battle, it was late, almost 3 am... and we were all outside, out of bounds, after hours, covered from head to toe in blood... i was tired... but i decided to use theremains of my energy to get them up to their dorms safly... i took angels hand who took rubies and then kinas hand... and we shifted into the shadows, they probubly felt a cold... something they would never be able to explain... but i felt the thoughts... the hate... the love... everything from many years of mental naviagtion... and then i had to leave them... i let my mind linger going around them in what may have been a gentle breeze, i wouldnt know...
When I reached my dorm I nearly collapsed, dripping blood I made it disapear so no one would know... i collapsed onto my bed... and changed into a clean outfit... dreams came to me... i was in acorridor, running and teh stalwarts were there... then i was in king stalwarts castle, chained and trapped... and then he had captured my friends... he wanted to keep them... or kill them.. and i couldnt do anything... he had the book.... he had me... he had dorgotten... he had everything i loved... my friends... finially i was alone, with one of my friends... we were walking... and a shadow grabbed her... he hed a sword to her neck and told me to give him the book... i did... and he killed her... i dropped to my knees... i loved her... and then... all went black... and i awoke in my bedroom..This is where I am now, I am about to go to the great hall and see them for breakfast... i hope they are ok.
Nathanial James Dorgotten Half Vampire Prince of the Dorgotten Kingdom
I told them.
After we left the librery something terrible happened, and I knew what was going to happen. We lleft out onto the lawn at around 9 and didn't come back till after 2 Am. Here's why... Kina, Angel, and I walked out onto the lawn, and it was very dark. We sat down, they were fussing over my arm... and I started. I told them that I was the Dorgotten prince and a half vampire, and that the stalwarts might be after them... everything went smoothly, concidering what was going on.. until we had a spy.
No, it wasn't a Stalwart, although I really don't know which is wors,e it was Ruby. A very nice girl, thast was Angel's sister. I bet she doesn't trust me, after leading her sister and some other girls into harms way. (Somewhat odd that aside from the girls in my own house, the hufflepuff girls are the only people who seem to care I exist.) Well, Ruby arived and with her came a stalwart, I know him... his names is Stanton.
He tryed to hurt ruby, but something happened and she had a odd transformation, their is more to that girl then meets the eye... I pulled out my sword and we started to fight... ruby had thankfully moved out of the way, the other girls wanted to help me... they used lumos spells to stop the shadow, that was horrible.. i think the enimy was laughing at me. In human form, neither of us were effected very much, but still... it zapped some of my strength, those girls spells were very powerful, actually if i wasnt in pain i would have been impressed. Kina was incredable, but i couldn't take it anymore... and I yelled for them to stop, almost instantly, like on orders they did... that was even scaryer hen a stalwart attack. I hate giving orders, and thats all im expected to do at home, i felt bad ofr yelling... but at the time i had little energy left tospare for feelings.
Three more shadows appeared, and because of magical bearyers that my friends were so smart to put up, they were forced to change into their human forms and they couldn't enter the minds to possess my friends... I am so amazed, even afterr all this danger, they still wish to be my friends... Idont know how i survived so long without them. Rudy, Kina, Angel, Jenna, and even Rachel... I still have to talk to Jenna and Rachel... But as of now Kina, Angel, and Ruby are in it with me.
The men tryed to grab my friends and they all attacked seperatly... I was out of it. I was yelling, I was fighting, I was losing my self... I couldn't contain the raw anger that had flared up inside me, and before I knew it... I had looked back to see my firends... and for a moment that calmed me... in that moment the stalwart hit me in the leg with his blade, if it had been a more true aim, then stanton would have killed me... but he didnt... and my eyes flared red, i became one with the night as my skin became pale, like my mothers... and then I stabbed him... right through the heart... blood dripping everywhere, my blood and his blood dripping... onto the cold hard ground... i pulled my sword away and in that moment it felt like an eternity... i had killed him... i had killed before... but everytime it brough a cold wave over me, and i felt as though i wanted to die.
In those moments the only thing that kept me from suicide, from taking the blade fresh with blood and stabbing mysdelf was my friends... not my kingdom, but these people... these people who cared enough to risk their own lives... and for me... I didn't deserve it... and I still dont... I looked back, standing, imobile, as stantons body felll to the ground, I stumbbled forwards, and tripped, blood pooring from my vains... I had to help... but my friends were amazing... they could handle it.... Angel did some of the fastest spell work i had ever seen, and kina was great... ruby did some magic and pulled out a card, i dont know what i would have done without them all...
After some more time had passed, the stalwarts were forced to retreat, they left... i think two of them got away, and the others were left either bleeding on the ground... or else dead... stanton was dead... i waved my wand getting rid of everything, including the still partially living bodies... if there was a time when i felt remorse, and regret that was it... death... those girls may have been able to fight, and to do so well... but if they had killed... to me ti would have been just as bad as to lose one of them... because thats what would happen... I would lose one of them... and they would be gone... forever... their innocence, or what was left of it... and their happy facxes, that I have now come to love...
I cant stand the thought of what we could have lost, much mroe then house points, or even our own lives... I could have lost thousands of lives, I could have lost my friends.... i could have lost everything... and really... they are everything to me... I didn't realise this until my dreams... when I was forced to chose between my kingdom and the lives of those i truly cared for, I didnt understand what it was at that moment, but now i do... I was willing to put them before me, before my father, before my mother, before the kingdom... was this friendship? they felt like family.. adn i had only known them for afew short hours... that had felt like an eternity... and I would know.
After the battle, it was late, almost 3 am... and we were all outside, out of bounds, after hours, covered from head to toe in blood... i was tired... but i decided to use theremains of my energy to get them up to their dorms safly... i took angels hand who took rubies and then kinas hand... and we shifted into the shadows, they probubly felt a cold... something they would never be able to explain... but i felt the thoughts... the hate... the love... everything from many years of mental naviagtion... and then i had to leave them... i let my mind linger going around them in what may have been a gentle breeze, i wouldnt know...
When I reached my dorm I nearly collapsed, dripping blood I made it disapear so no one would know... i collapsed onto my bed... and changed into a clean outfit... dreams came to me... i was in acorridor, running and teh stalwarts were there... then i was in king stalwarts castle, chained and trapped... and then he had captured my friends... he wanted to keep them... or kill them.. and i couldnt do anything... he had the book.... he had me... he had dorgotten... he had everything i loved... my friends... finially i was alone, with one of my friends... we were walking... and a shadow grabbed her... he hed a sword to her neck and told me to give him the book... i did... and he killed her... i dropped to my knees... i loved her... and then... all went black... and i awoke in my bedroom..This is where I am now, I am about to go to the great hall and see them for breakfast... i hope they are ok.
Nathanial James Dorgotten Half Vampire Prince of the Dorgotten Kingdom
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