Entry 7
Dear Diary,
Today was another long day. Even after everything I told you about. I decided to go down to the lawn with my friends so we could all have a good time. We were all chatting, and they were worried... I wish I hadn't told them that I am going into the forest. They each gave me something special, Kina gave me an explosive, Ruby a card for protection, and Angel gave me her hair ribbon.
Anyway, as Kina was about to go up to get something to eat another girl walked down. Her name was Isabelle, and I could tell right away that my friends aura's had turned more tense. I of course had heard the bad reputations slytherins had around teh castle, but that didn't stop me from being polite. When it became apparent that she was not being sincear and did not find my friends very interesting but wanted to speak with me was when it became hard to keep my friendly face going. Having trained in this for so long I must say that I was good at it, and I would see Isabelle later...
After she left my friends looked at me like I was the biggest sucker in the world. Only Angel seemed to know that I could see through Isabelles false appearance. Angel is a smart girl, and I don't think Ruby has a high enough estimation of her... aside from that I had an emotional break down... bad things started happening.. and each felt more real then the last.. tourcher... blood... and death... to all my friends.
Kina nad Ruby could feel it... they both were picking up on my emotions... eventually I passed out... I don't know what happened... but I remember a dream... a whit room and the girls pulling me in different ways... when I woke up Kina was on the ground... and afew moments later Ruby had passed out. Angel took Kina nad carried her up, I took Ruby in my amrs and carried her up.
We walked into the hospital wing... and after what seemed like forever of me holding my friends wrists making sure they were breathing... and Angel praying the nurse came... If they had lost their pulse I am fearful I would have done the unthinkable to save them... I would have changed them into vampries.. just to keep them alive. I am glad I didn't have to resort to that... I would have almost definatly taken my own life if I had, I couldnt bear the curse I would have set upon them...
Anyway, after a while the nurse came and she helped them.. Kina got really mad with me and chucked her pillow across the room... Ruby was very serious, and saved me completly. If she hadn't have destracted the nurse I would have been shamed... Father always told me not to be healed... and the nurse saw the deep gash on my arm... or atleast my bandage.
We had to leave then, I changed my bandage but from blood loss my fangs and my skin were changing... we headed to the librery, then the great hall... we talked and some information got spilled... nothing I can say here. Anyway, eventually ruby and angel left... so me and kina were talking... she wanted to become a half vampire... just then a boy.. Finn from ravenclaw dragged me out of the hall and down to the grounds.
At the lake he left me and said, "Your welcome." he said and I was taken aback. I smiled anyway, maybe we will get a chance to talk tomorrow. Anyway, while at the lake Kina came down and we had a long discussion about becoming a vampire, I told her to sleep on it... I don't think she understands what its like... and I know she wil regret it later. Anyway, I heard something, and saw the grass move... I could smell perfume. It was Isabelle.
Kina left and I told her to come out. What she was doing I had no idea, until she told me to sit down then everything became apparent. I don't know how to explain, but she and I got to talking. And amazingly enough... she seemed to really take what I said to heart, as aposed to everything she had said earlyer. She seemed at first to be interested in me, but as we spoke I could tell she was really thinking about what I said. Maybe if I spend some more time around her I can get her to understand that pure bloods are not supirior, I will not tell this to anyone, becuase I know that if I jsut show kindness everything will work out.
I don't need to change isabelle, it is not my place. But maybe by becoming her friend, and having her learn to except the hufflepuff girls she will change. My hopes are high as always, but I will still keep my guard up. It would be a sad say for Dorgotten if I was taken for granted by a girl, as the hufflepuffs think that I have been... Angel was the only one who trusted me.
Anway, I went back to my dorm, and thats where I am now. Getting ready to go into the dark forest and help professor O' Brennan.
Nathanial James Dorgotten Half Vampire Prince of the Dorgotten Kingdom
Today was another long day. Even after everything I told you about. I decided to go down to the lawn with my friends so we could all have a good time. We were all chatting, and they were worried... I wish I hadn't told them that I am going into the forest. They each gave me something special, Kina gave me an explosive, Ruby a card for protection, and Angel gave me her hair ribbon.
Anyway, as Kina was about to go up to get something to eat another girl walked down. Her name was Isabelle, and I could tell right away that my friends aura's had turned more tense. I of course had heard the bad reputations slytherins had around teh castle, but that didn't stop me from being polite. When it became apparent that she was not being sincear and did not find my friends very interesting but wanted to speak with me was when it became hard to keep my friendly face going. Having trained in this for so long I must say that I was good at it, and I would see Isabelle later...
After she left my friends looked at me like I was the biggest sucker in the world. Only Angel seemed to know that I could see through Isabelles false appearance. Angel is a smart girl, and I don't think Ruby has a high enough estimation of her... aside from that I had an emotional break down... bad things started happening.. and each felt more real then the last.. tourcher... blood... and death... to all my friends.
Kina nad Ruby could feel it... they both were picking up on my emotions... eventually I passed out... I don't know what happened... but I remember a dream... a whit room and the girls pulling me in different ways... when I woke up Kina was on the ground... and afew moments later Ruby had passed out. Angel took Kina nad carried her up, I took Ruby in my amrs and carried her up.
We walked into the hospital wing... and after what seemed like forever of me holding my friends wrists making sure they were breathing... and Angel praying the nurse came... If they had lost their pulse I am fearful I would have done the unthinkable to save them... I would have changed them into vampries.. just to keep them alive. I am glad I didn't have to resort to that... I would have almost definatly taken my own life if I had, I couldnt bear the curse I would have set upon them...
Anyway, after a while the nurse came and she helped them.. Kina got really mad with me and chucked her pillow across the room... Ruby was very serious, and saved me completly. If she hadn't have destracted the nurse I would have been shamed... Father always told me not to be healed... and the nurse saw the deep gash on my arm... or atleast my bandage.
We had to leave then, I changed my bandage but from blood loss my fangs and my skin were changing... we headed to the librery, then the great hall... we talked and some information got spilled... nothing I can say here. Anyway, eventually ruby and angel left... so me and kina were talking... she wanted to become a half vampire... just then a boy.. Finn from ravenclaw dragged me out of the hall and down to the grounds.
At the lake he left me and said, "Your welcome." he said and I was taken aback. I smiled anyway, maybe we will get a chance to talk tomorrow. Anyway, while at the lake Kina came down and we had a long discussion about becoming a vampire, I told her to sleep on it... I don't think she understands what its like... and I know she wil regret it later. Anyway, I heard something, and saw the grass move... I could smell perfume. It was Isabelle.
Kina left and I told her to come out. What she was doing I had no idea, until she told me to sit down then everything became apparent. I don't know how to explain, but she and I got to talking. And amazingly enough... she seemed to really take what I said to heart, as aposed to everything she had said earlyer. She seemed at first to be interested in me, but as we spoke I could tell she was really thinking about what I said. Maybe if I spend some more time around her I can get her to understand that pure bloods are not supirior, I will not tell this to anyone, becuase I know that if I jsut show kindness everything will work out.
I don't need to change isabelle, it is not my place. But maybe by becoming her friend, and having her learn to except the hufflepuff girls she will change. My hopes are high as always, but I will still keep my guard up. It would be a sad say for Dorgotten if I was taken for granted by a girl, as the hufflepuffs think that I have been... Angel was the only one who trusted me.
Anway, I went back to my dorm, and thats where I am now. Getting ready to go into the dark forest and help professor O' Brennan.
Nathanial James Dorgotten Half Vampire Prince of the Dorgotten Kingdom
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