Entry 17

Dear Diary,

I am writing a briefe entry to tell you that I am now confused once more about the female sex.

Dear Diary,

I spoke with Kina again today, and Isabelle.

I mean, Ruby is so sweet, but when I'm around her I say stupid things...

Isabelle asked me about the Assassins, and Hanzo, and Drake. She doesn't know why I left...

Today when I was talking to her, well... I sorta told her she tasted good...

I don't think I'm going to tell her anymore about the Assassins, she doesn't understand.

Am I supposed to be so.... nervous around girls?

Anyway... I went to talk to Kina. We tore out the grass.

I suppose it wouldn't be so bad if I only had to worry about one girl...

It was rather enjoyable, we talked about my travels, and she told me about herself.

But today Angel sent me a note, I felt so bad.

She told me she lives on a farm, sounds like a nice place to live.

Angel said that she didn't see me anymore... am I spending to much time with Ruby?

I don't know if I would like it, she hasn't been able to travel like I have.

Ruby is so wonderful though... it's hard not to spend time with her.

Maybe she could come with me next time I go somewhere... I bet she would like it.

Am I ruining my relationship with Angel by going out with her sister?

Then again, it could be quite a while before I can go anywhere thanks to Nathanial.

Maybe I shouldn't have asked Ruby out... I'm so confused.

I would really like to be able to leave, but being the famous James, the Assassin...

I suppose I am happy now, I care for Ruby so much.

Chances of lover boy over there letting me go are slim to none.

She is so wonderful, and I am lucky to have her.

No point trying to fight him now either, my allies are still fighting in the war.

I am such a selfish person, I should care for her more, and be more loyal.

It doesn't look good for the stalwarts, but dorgotten isn't much better off.

I'm making a promise, to care for her, and try to be around for my friends more.

Parhaps this war will end soon, that would put me out of a job.

On top of my worry list term is ending... what will I do?

But then again, if I could only make contact then possibly I would be able to leave.

I don't want to leave my friends... and I can't go back to Dorgotten anyway.

Now I am not sure I wish to leave.

I must depart.

See you later.

Nathanial James Dorgotten Half Vampire Prince of the Dorgotten Kingdom

James, the Assassin.